When i don't take pills for 2 days i become angry, suicidal, paranoid, nervous... Terrible feeling. I can't even sleep normally when i don't take it. I sleep for few hours and then i wake up in cold sweat. I feel like it doesn't helping me anymore but i can't live without it... What I can do now? I was taking them to calm down and get rid off my suicidal and negative thoughts and depression and it was helping but now everything is even worse than before. I can get them when ever i want because i have a diagnosis but I really want to get rid of them. How to stop this addiction?