I've been in this steady downward slope recently. Every time I feel like I've hit the bottom, the ground drops out from under me and I fall again. I can't keep doing this. I am so broken, so lost, so hopeless. I have two emotions right now. Either I don't care about anything or I feel like complete shit. I don't know what to do anymore, and I don't have anyone. I just want to go to bed and not wake up ever.