Hey, I'm new and on the last string holding me here. I've been suffering from severe depression for 15 years, given that I'm only 27 that is practically my entire teenage and adult life. I've always been suicidal, but it has gotten worse of late. I was stopped before carrying out attempts twice in the last few months (being caught before setting things in motion), and I actually feel worse then at either point then. I'm struggling, I've already said my goodbyes to my closest (without them really understanding it....I'm subtle), and teetering on the edge. Suppose I just wanted to know that anyone understands, feel alone in all things really. Sorry, I drone on, sorry.