Hi everyone. I had went to the doctor and found out I have a low white blood cell count, so my doctor suggested that i take an HIV test. I did but I'm scared of the long waiting process. IF this test comes back positive I will kill myself, for sure. All ask is that many of you keep me in your prayers.:blub::nerves: P.S: I would thank you all for reading my post. I'm so scared dealing with this situation.