I'm really feeling suicidal at the moment. My family sucks they're dysfunctional and constantly arguing with each other. My dad is making things worse but ranting and maternal grandmother won't give me a moment to myself. My paternal grandmother is having issues moving and my dad keeps bitching about sending her to a nursing home no matter how many times I tell him to shut the fuck up. My house isn't the cleanest and while mom and me are both disgusted by this they rest of my family is too lazy to do shit about it. I hate my life and wish I was dead.