I still want to die! Only problem; Im a coward. I dont know what to do... I have restless legs but then Im to lazy to even care... What should I do?? Life really sucks, I dont wanna be here and I have lost sexual interest totally, that sucks!!! Told you that I am a believer, in fate, because I were a badman in my before life and now I have to live with these sinds. I must get karma till 10% before I can 'live' like a normal been. Dont sind! It will show in your after-life, you wanna be a god person dont you? I must tell myself I can do it, Im too alone for it, I had a friend who <edit moderator total eclilpse method> and I dont wanna know if he's dead. Im sorry.