Said I would leave this forum but whatever. Some of you may remember my relationship problems. I took her back for a third time, last month. But on Friday she said she wanted tattoos and piercings if she would move out and leave the navy, which I couldn't accept... especially not tattoos, since they are permanent and disgust me. So she got mad at me and decided to go and suck a guy's cock during the weekend. She started with saying she had had sex, but then she said "all I did was suck his cock". As if that'd make things better. I guess she wanted me to get over that, too. I wish I could kill that slut. She is the worst that has ever happened to me and she has ruined my life. Before she came back, again, another girl had become interested in me, but then she came back so I had to tell this girl what had happened. Now it's too late. She isn't really interested, anymore. All I got for being with her since April last year was her sucking another guy's cock in the end, and me trashing something great that was developing with a girl that was the rarest find. Before she came back to me for her third time, I still had hope. Now I'm just boiling with hatred and all hope has been crushed. I see no reason to continue living.