.........I was on here a very, very long time ago, well it seems soo anyway. I'm still feeling depressed, theres no escaping it it seems, my fathers always telling me he's going to lock me up because I forget to take my tablets, or I get up really early...or really late. Death is a constant being inside my mind, I'm a currently 18 year chronic depressent. People tell me to move out of my house, but really, its alot harder then most people expect, as I also suffer with anxiety problems. I just feel soo alone sometimes.