I'm extremely upset and angry about what happened in Connecticut! I'm at the point of anger where I want to breathe life back into that POS's body just so I could do a major torture session on him, I'm that angry. Why, why does anyone think it's okay to do a murder-suicide at a school with little kids?????? Or anywhere for that matter? What is this having to deck out in military gear and go shoot innocent people who have nothing to do with your madness?????? Helloooooo, you are responsible for your life. No one else! Some of us have some horrible childhoods, some of us get bullied, some of us get abused, but you know what? We have the power to turn that around. If you make it a point to rise above the douchebags that teased you in school, the horrible parents who abused you or other family members, etc., the Universe will take you and show you some wonderful things!!!!! I know. I got horribly teased in school, I was put down by teachers, my parents didn't always get me what I wanted, I found out my best friend really hated me and humiliated me in a number of ways behind my back, I've had horrible bosses, I've been assaulted sexually. Through this, I suffer from Generalized Anxiety Disorder/Panic Attacks and have suffered several nervous breakdowns and horrible depression. There were times I had voices telling me to kill my family and myself, telling me to drive into walls, and other horrible stuff. But I CHOSE not to listen to it. That's why I'm strong. That's why I work now. That's why I don't get sick. That's why I accomplish my goals. Me and whatever spirits are watching over me. I don't make other people responsible for my life and my emotions!!!!! You can turn your life around, it can happen. I'm doing it. When I go through the depression, I lock myself in my room and I go through it and wait for the sun to come out again, whether it takes a few days or a few years. I went through seven years of hell, but I went through it. I've had 30 years of disappointments, but I carried on. Nobody was knifed, I didn't drive into a wall, or any other horrible stuff. Why? Because I knew it was WRONG!!!! I made the DECISION, not to listen to the voices because I knew the only person who would suffer would be me!!!!! Taking out innocent people does nothing but makes things ever more worse for you. You have to pay for that. There is no nothingness, there is no sweet oblivion with a satisfied look on your face that you hurt someone else. I don't believe in heaven and harps and crap like that, but I do know that there is a place for the soul because I've been to the other side, I've seen it numerous times, I"ve been out of my body, I've talked to other beings, and I understand it's different for everyone, but you get away with NOTHING! What you have here is exactly what you take with you to the other side and you will PAY!!!!! Until you realize that you alone are responsible for your life and fix what you messed up. That you alone have to dig yourself out of the rut you're in. You have to make the decision to choose the right path. IF YOU WANT TO TAKE YOURSELF OUT, PLEASE GET SOME HELP!!!! IF YOU'RE NOT GETTING ENOUGH HELP, THEN KEEP BANGING DOWN THE DOORS UNTIL YOU CAN GET SOMEONE TO HELP YOU OR COME HERE AND SHARE WITH US!!! My help came by way of my spirit guides. They told me that I would get through the darkness, and I did. Be a warrior for your soul, not a terrorist to others. That's all I have to say.