First, I hate pity. I never feel sorry for myself. I am single and live alone. I have been told my situation is hopeless. Right now, I am over 50K in debt. I am three months behind on my rent. My landlord has been a saint but that will end soon. I'm out of work other than what I manage to sell online some of which is my own belongings that I don't want to sell. I feel so close to being on the street now. Every day I live is a day of hope. I have known many that have committed suicide over money. I was always so saddened by this. I want to believe money problems aren't enough to make a person commit suicide. I'm trying to survive. It seems like it's always the same. One step forward and two steps back. I wish I knew others in the Louisville Ky area that I could talk to and help if possible. My friends and family know nothing about what I am going through as I am to proud.