Hi there. My name is C12 I'm 20 years old guy from Lithuania. I decided to join this phorum in order not to die. From boredom or myself. I'm queer, hitch-hiker, a punky snob and a student of physics in University. I was unofficialy diagnosed with depression 3 years ago, last year I was diagnosed with eating disorder. I'm also hypochondric (funny thing is I "had" A LOT of cancers), I know, but doctor only once had a suspition. LoL I drink a lot (trying to quit) and do hallucinogens occationaly. At first sight I'm a happy person, always going out for some gig or concert, traveling (mostly in summer) and other stuff, but for me it just doesnt feel right, because when I get home I'm such a sad person with my suicidal thoughts and depressive mood and "fcuk everyone, give me the pills" - I think. I'm tired. Nice to meet you too.