ok guys.. i'm really getting tired of how much in debt with everything i am. i cant have any money period.. im always paying a bill of some sort, and now it seems like i cant pay all of them on time period. im contemplating just *leaving* for good... i know i have the method, and the desire.. but the only reason im still here seems to be slipping fast from my grasp...my friends. i think today would be my perfect time to get away before the rest of the world knows its really happened. i've thought about just walking and never looking back, and i've thought about telling my gf everything i still feel about her cheating past. i've thought about how i'm lazy and how im not doing anything to make my situation better... all day i get complained at by my "higher-ups" because i refuse to "work faster with customers and get them sold and out the door" im sick of this shit.. help.. make money come to me... give me a reason for my cries... i cant get help anywhere... someone, just take me out of my constant misery. i've become a bore.