lately, i dont know.. ive just sorted started feeling better? like in the past nearly 24/7 id be dreading things, be miserable, get suicidal daily etc. id never be happy unless something really good would happen and that'd last about an hour.. maybe once a week or so. but since monday or so.. im not sure.. i just havent been feeling the same. its saturday afternoon now and i dont think ive truly felt suicial once all week. sure ive felt a bit low and crap at times, but it feels like everythings changed. every little thing that happened use to upset me. but now it's like they've stopped affecting me. nothings really happened to do this. like i might be like :sad: if i saw something that would normally ruin my day but i get over it kind of? its weird.. i dont know if it will last but yeah :/ im actually generally more happier? i think i'd be great if it weren't for my family and home at the moment, which have been driving me insane..