Well, I'm not sure if this is normal, im pretty sure its not because i don't hear anyone else talking about it. I really hate myself. I wake up in the morning and can't look in the mirror, and if i do, im really disappointed in myself, so much that i wanna just kill myself, just murder myself kind of in pure hatred. It's something i don't like dealing with, i wish i liked myself but i don't. im not really sure what i can do in this situation, i don't want to tell anyone because 1. i dont really have any friends. 2. i dont want to tell my parents because i told them i wanted to shoot myself once and they called me psyco and just looked at me really weird so i just dropped the thing, i cant imagine what they would say if i told them i felt this way for a few years now. if anyone can help me, or even put the effort out to help me, id greatly appreciate the help :unsure: