I give up, I fucking give up. I have tried therapy, tried medicine, but this stuff came back again. I am fucking weak to let myself get this way. I wanna die. I am fucking done, with this, fuck everyone else. What about me guys. Can't I just do something for me, for once. Im so tired. I am so fucking tired. I wanna scream but can't. I don't know what to fucking do, just let me end it now please. I don't want to suffer anymore. Im dead.