...no one around me sees it. I put on a facade for people, including my own therapist. They don't know that I'm fighting an enormous battle against my own mind. I seriously feel like I'm going to snap soon though. Recently something happened that really has me frazzled and angry and upset. Maybe it wouldn't seem like such a big deal to some people, but it is to me. And the hard part is that I can't even be frank about how upset I am about it. I would tell my therapist about it but it's just too embarrassing a situation. But I just don't know how to deal with all these emotions that are threatening to take over my mind. Suffice it to say that I couldn't feel more alone now. I feel like I have to cut ties with one of the only people who I actually felt comfortable around. And it's not easy for me to get to know people. I'm the person who avoids almost everyone out of anxiety, even people who I only know online. I wish I were different, but I don't know how to be. Thanks for listening. I just have no idea where to turn right now. I feel like my life is a train wreck that is never going to get better.