im doing it

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by blendersick, Jan 24, 2008.

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  1. blendersick

    blendersick Member

    well, besides all i wrote a few days ago

    i have decided i will do it, i just need sometime to make a master plan cause i really wouldnt kill myself at home

    if i tried to stay alive, im not sure i could cause what keeps me alive is cutting, when i do that i dont meassure the force i do it with and im sure i need stitches, but i wont tell anyone in here, time will kill me, hopefully my parents first, it just hurts and feels like hell but i kinda like it

    ill do it by this summer, ill runaway from home so they dont find me


    agh, i just needed to get it off my chest
     
  2. LILICHIPIE

    LILICHIPIE Well-Known Member

    Fantaising your death is always such a comfort
    When you really are on the verge; you dont delay for such a long time and certainly not by cutting lol
    sorry to sound ironic
    I think by summer you should try to focus on HOW to be HELPED
    not how to be killed
    and thats hell of a long time - summer i mean
     
  3. An Angel in Black

    An Angel in Black Well-Known Member

    y r u doing it and trying to conveince me not too? lol:huh:
     
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