I am the single most worthless piece of shit to ever walk this damned plannet. Not only am i a failure in sports, social skills, and all else but now school... what a way to fail... apparently i did not turn in the homework last week and I was already hovering between an acceptable and failing grade. I have felt this way since I was a young child... I was always the piece of shit that no one liked or wanted anything to do with. I thought my life had changed and that things were getting better in 2007... what a fucking joke. Everything I hated about life returned... friends left, people who I thought cared about me abandoned me in the hardest point of my life... but there was still hope. I thought I could make something of myself... I was running a good GPA in college... and vowed to keep it on my life. I just realized I did not turn in a homework assignment... 2 actually. This will damn me to not keep my GPA. This is it... without a degree i am nothing... without my grades I have nothing to be happy about... there is no such thing as a life long friend... I am going to spend some time cleaning my room up, re formatting this computers hard drive, ect... get things all ready for me to depart. All I ever wanted to be was the best... to be teh envy of all to be a world champion... I would have setteled for sucessfull student... the world is wrong... how do soe many others get good things but not me? I was born without potential... and i am conent to die this way. got some stuff I need to do... then I am out of this world once and for all.