I'm Done I cant anymore

[sgtsmoke]

Well im here at work and i have reached a point in my life where i can no longer contain the pain that life has thrown my way. I use to be a soldier go figure i got hurt in iraq forced to retire due to a back injury now i work security just great.Any way let me get to the point for this past year my life has been in a downward spiral that i cant stop my wife left me for a kid i i ended up homless for a while and bounced back from that. Met a great gurl that i knew from way back 22 year we knew eachother we started dating and i fell in love needless to say i f!#$@ that up too. so she walked out of my life and she meant the world to me and theres nothing i can do to get her back this weight in my heart is just too much for me to bare anymore i'm tired of being strong im tired of fighting i have not an ounce of either left in me .I hope to go in my sleep i have <mod edit-gentlelady-methods> This world has brought me nothing but pain and suffering .The more i think about it the more i sure i am that its the answer.

 

[Angelo_91]

Never Stop Loving, Never Give Up.

 

[sgtsmoke]

thanx angelo at least theres still ppl outthere that care

 

[perry_mason]

im probably not in a position to question you but i dont think ending your life is the answer.

people have left you and you think it sucks but dont let them dictate your life or how to live it. try to move on.

im afraid i dont know what to suggest (sorry) but there must be something/someone else out there somewhere.

just keep searching for it - i agree, the world is full of pain and suffering but dont give up, there must be something worthwhile out there.

 

[lildanica08]

I understand how you feel,my life has been in shambles since I was raped,and my grandfather died.Never give up,i've tried it 3 times and it's not the answer...im tired of my life but im trying to get through it.The key thing is never give up.
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[Angelo_91]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=77rTwY2GkX0&feature=channel_page

This video may help you if your feeling down; it does it for me.
At the 2:57 part of the song the singer says, "If youve ever had a broken heart, this one is for you. Never Stop Loving Never Give up." It's not a part of the song which is why it always owns my life. The song is the deepest song my heart will ever hear, with 248 plays on my iTunes; all legit. and I mean that for sure. so good luck to you.

 

[gentlelady]

Even though things may seem hopeless right now, wait it out. You have survived many difficult times and this is one more you can make it through. I am glad you chose to reach out to us here. Please stay safe and take care. :hug:

 

[Stranger1]

Hey SgtSmoke,
Life will get better you just need to get past the grief stage..There is always someone out there looking for there soul mate.. You just haven't found her yet..Give youself time to heal and in the mean time stay with us and we will offer you all the suppport we can..