I can't handle it any more All the humilating insults the being told I am stupid and childish and don't know anything and can't do anything not even cook properly haha I guess being a proffesional cook means nothing I can't keep it in anymore so I blow up and scream at him for what everything to be my fault even the way he makes me feel is my fault and he won't take any responsibility he makes the money he has the say and is more superior than me I have wanted to go back to work and it was him saying I shouldn't cause the doctors say I shoudn't but then I am told I am lazy and do nothing while he is out there working I guess trying to keep the house clean and cooking and doing his laundry means nothing I make no money I am not worth anything he is tired of all my shit so it should me me who leaves and not get a cent as he has paid for everything well he hasn't any money I recieve from wcb goes to him this house and my son whom he wants to stay here with him and he is not the biological father but I am told it is only him he wants why then he has someone to do all his work for him, morning and night my son fills the boiler to heat the house who turns the solar pannells for power and helps all the time with fixing things and yet at times he gets mad saying my son can't do anything right either god he only 12 years old cut him a break. I feel like I am having a nervouse break down and have nobody to talk with who will listen with out judging me for feeling this messed up.....Sorry for being so stupid, sorry for being beneath you