This pain hurts sooooooooooooooooooo fucking much!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :cry: I've never known pain like it, about 5 days in a row i've self harmed, about to go into my sixth, but hey you shouldn't care because i don't. I don't care about my safety what so ever so what does a few a few cuts matter, i'll be dead so what the hell. So FUCK IT, fuck this, fuck my life, fuck this world, fuck everything. Everyones falling apart around me, it proberbly was a mistake joining here, coulda found the site i was looking for and not be here anymore! I try to help someone i truely care about with all my heart, i would give anything to be with them right now, but i get told to 'fuck off' yeah great that is, just shows what people REALLY think of me, well thanks alot. im done!