Why am I still here? I have nothing to live for. I'm so stupid I can't even kill myself properly. I'm so useless at everything. It's pathetic. I really want to die. Guess i'll just keep attempting. It's gotta work sooner or later. right? I'm so lonely. It's killing me. I haven't got anyone or anything. I can't stand feeling so depressed all the time. I'm trying everything to get better but nothing is working. Maybe there is nothing that can help. What if I can't be treated? I don't think i'm meant to live. Maybe this is Gods' way of telling me it's my time to go. Nobody cares about me, I just want to feel wanted by someone. No one ever has the time or patience for me. Everyone hates me, I just get on their nerves. There is no point in living. I'm not even living anyway. I'm just invisible to everybody. I have no part in this life. My mind is already dead, it won't be long before my body joins it.