Well, my life sucks. I have Muscular Dystrophy, and I can't walk very well. Everything hurts all the time. Head, neck, back, sides, chest, hips, especially the legs. And I have knives in the bottoms of my feet. All the time. It NEVER STOPS. I'm 21 years old and I'm still a virgin. Pathetic, eh? Women don't even look me in the eye; they look down at my legs and then they look straight ahead. A smile once in awhile would be nice. When I was in high school I was scarred. I was coming out of class in my chair (I got to leave a few mins early for lunch bc I had to take the elevator), and I saw a girl standing with two of her friends. Now, I had hung out with this girl literally the day before this happened. Two of my friends, myself, and she all went to the mall together. I said, "What's goin' on?" She replied with a chuckle, "Nothing, just thinking about how funny it is that you're crippled." And her two friends started laughing at me. I've always known that the world is home to some wretched people, but this totally shocked me. I didn't know what to say, so I just turned around and made my way to the elevator. When I got inside I started crying like a little girl. I didn't know people could be so cruel and heartless. And I gave that fucking **** a ride home the night before. I don't go out much. If I do hang out with friends, it's usually just at my house. I hate going places with people. We'll still be in the parking lot and they'll be 50 feet ahead of me and I'll have to yell for them to wait up. They stop and wait for me to catch up, but in thirty seconds they're ahead of me again talking amongst themselves like I'm not even there. IF YOU ASK ME TO GO SOMEWHERE SLOW THE FUCK DOWN!!!! Fast forward five years and I'm still at square one; the doctors know that there is a problem with my muscles, but they don't know exactly what it is. "Just tell people you have MD," they said. I feel like I'm just getting milked for the insurance. The last time I saw my neurologist he said, "Well, I don't know if I'll see you again but have a nice day." So that's my shitty existence. All I want is a healthy body in which I could actually enjoy life. But that's not going to happen.