I can't deal with things anymore. My anxiety is so high that my stomach is upset. I pretty much locked myself in my room and I hardly ever leave and eat barely. Don't even try to take care of myself anymore or shower. Everyone in my life keeps abandoning me, I get ignored by people, my family ignores me and so self involved. I can't take this anymore and these thoughts are getting so bad now. I don't even like myself anymore. I'm truly scared.