16 years are going to be erased, as soon as possible. I'm tired of walking through life. Trudging through the same bullshit everyday. I'm posting here right now because I feel like I have to tell someone. Everyday people will tell me "Life will get better". But, in reality from some people, Life doesn't get better. I don't want 10 years of pain to experience a normal, mediocre life in the end. It's like sleeping. It's just nothing. Those are the times I felt most peaceful. I want to feel it, but for a much longer time.