everything has just been falling apart. the last few days have just shown me that i have no friends, my family doesnt give a shit as long as i get my chores done and pay them rent, and work is terrible because those who i worked with i thought were my friends but now all they do is treat me like shit and there is nothing i can do about it. i cant quit because im supposed to start college, but my enrollment councilor hasnt responded to any of my emails or calls so i dont know if i will even be going to college this fall now if she doesnt contact me back soon. there is also this pagent thing that im in. there was a workshop today which luckly i got off work for, but i read the times wrong and now i missed it so i dont know if i will be able to even be in the pagent and i really wanted to do this and i already put so much into it. so basically i dont have anything to look forward to and no one to talk to and with all that considered i really dont have much motivation to live. anyone one got any for me i doubt it will help but i guess it couldnt hurt. i really just want someone to talk to plz.