I 'm done with my therapy, it does not work and is to expensive. My therapist tells me I got to get out more yet I have no money. She tells me I need to get some friends but I do not want friends, I want to be alone. Her ideas to keep me happy do not work for me, they may for others but not me. I'm also done with medication, none of them work. They work for awhile but then stopped working. I accept what will happen without any action on my part to help myself. I will countinue to self injure, but this time I will tell knowone. I will try to kill myself but once again knowone will ever know. I will do what I used to do, put on a false smile and pretend everything is alright.