Im drinking again because i feel like shit

[happypeople]

it was supposed to be a fun night for me but i didnt have any fun, i cant enjoy anything anymore, so im drinking now again, that always seems to dull the pain.

i get anxiety attacks, i dont want to do anything, and i just feel nothing all the time, i know this is gonna sound cliche as hell but its just how i feel, it feels like theres no point in doing anything, no point to live anymore for me.

im so fuckin tired of just living every fuckin day after day after day...but i know ill feel like this everyday forever and ill keep living like this forever.

what do u guys do to get through the day? because im running out of things to do.

 

[andyc68]

drinking isnt the cure my friend, alcohol is a depressant and will only make things worse, i know how it is.
for me it was talking to people i trust and people here who understand what i am going thru, but the biggest thing was finding something to look forward to, a goal in life to work towards.
you are never alone .

take care

 

[wanttodie]

drinking isnt the cure my friend, alcohol is a depressant and will only make things worse, i know how it is.
for me it was talking to people i trust and people here who understand what i am going thru, but the biggest thing was finding something to look forward to, a goal in life to work towards.
you are never alone .

take care

yea I agree. It always messes up your mind rather than fixing any thing.

 

[gentlelady]

Sometimes we have to take the day one hour at a time. As the others have said, drinking is not the answer. It may numb the mind momentarily, but it does nothing to help the situation and actually makes you feel worse. I find that if I allow myself to stay home and think, things get worse. i have to make myself do things that occupies my mind. It may be going for a walk, calling friends, going online, about anything. As long as I don't think. I hope you are able to find other distractions to help you through. Please take care. :hug:

 

[yada]

drinking isnt the cure my friend, alcohol is a depressant and will only make things worse, i know how it is.
for me it was talking to people i trust and people here who understand what i am going thru, but the biggest thing was finding something to look forward to, a goal in life to work towards.
you are never alone .

take care

Wow ... this is 100% my thoughts exactly. Only thing is finding a friend to talk to, who will stick with me until I resolve things, is not that easy. At least not without significantly imposing on them.

But my point on being on this thread is to back up that drinking isn't the answer. If you really want to fix the problem, then being sober will help you feel better and will make you clearer so you can work on a solution to the underlying problem.