I'm drowning/recutting

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by DrivEthermissIon, Nov 7, 2009.

  1. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    :( Everyone thinks I'm a freak. I think I'm going to reopen the scars. I'll do the same thing again like yesterday. I deserve it. I'm sorry for my sins. I'm sorry for hurting any of you, or being rude. I'm sorry if any of you thinks I'm an attention seeker, my scars don't look nice, they are real, you'd cry if you saw the photos, or maybe you'd get off on it if you are that way inclined. I used a green boxcutter, I used soap to clean the wounds.

    Forgive me for my sins. Forgive me for being horrible. Kill me.

    God I hate it when the scars burn, the worst time is immediately after cleaning the wounds.

    I'm sorry I'm a freak. I'm sorry I say stupid things. I'm retarded too bubblin girl. I'm brain damaged and learning disabled. I have a lot of things wrong with me. No wonder I say and do these things!

    I'm sorry. I've got no-one to talk to now. ._. I'm a freak..
     
  2. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

  3. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    I'll add it to my channel soon in a box.
     
  4. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    Thank-you Lynnie
     
  5. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    hugs and kisses

    I just went and got some junk to eat with my brother.

    I'm ready for Round 4, 5 and 6 of cutting. I'm a freak. Forgive me for being a freak.

    It will then be over, as the number of cuts adds up to a movie.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k-OlqERixVE

    To my online girlfriend: After these cuts, I will never cut myself again, on my life. I never break 'on my life promises'.

    . :love: :cake:

    BTW when I said I was ugly, people at 12 step online told me I wasn't at all.

    After this the violence will be over.

    To my ogf - I love you princess. :console: Cry happy tears! Not sad ones...
     
  6. Tam

    Tam Well-Known Member

    Re: hugs and kisses

    Hang in there Chris. You're doing ok :hug:
     
  7. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    It's okay I'm not going to cut, see the other thread. ^__^ :IrishDoll: