Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by happypeople, Jan 9, 2008.
i havent been drunk in a while, and it feels really good, makes me forget about my problems.
Hello, are you sober yet ? How do you feel today ?
lol i just got drunk when i mdae the thread so not im not sober but i feel good, i migth dirn ksoem more
any particular reason why you had to drink?
pm me if you wanna talk
Oh I see. Are you in the USA ? I thought it was last night as it was early morning, unless the time variation of course :blink: Mind you, I have often started drinking in the morning.
Does drinking help temporarily ? Blot it out eh ?
Feels great doesn't it. I wish I could be tipsy/moderatly drunk 24/7
I haven't been drunk before. How does it feel like?
It lets me stop being so introspective. It clears my head. It reignites old passions, gives hope where there is none. Gives me self esteem and confidence. Feels great
being drunk , depends on how drunk.
i drank so much once i passed out in town.
that was a friday night and i was ill all weekend and into tuesday.
the only time i felt worse was when i had food poisoning and that left me wanting to die there n then from the pain and continued vomiting etc.,
that lasted for three to four days.
i've had a fun lifehmy:
I've had food poisoning before and that was messy. I was constantly vomiting, but thank God it only lasted one night.
This is something I wrote a while back:
Thank you for being there for me for many years
You have kept me from feeling lonely and isolated, bored and sad
You've masked my pain by helping to numb my brain
You've helped me when I have felt insecure and not very confident
You have helped me to take my mind off life’s problems
Dear friend, I'm sorry I abused you and asked for more than you could give
I thought you loved me, I thought you cared
Instead I learn you have slowly but surely been poisoning my body and soul
Dear friend, I've been thinking a lot recently and changed my ways
I've realised that I don't need you around anymore
I can stand on my own two feet
There’s no room for you in my life anymore
I have met a new friend, who has taught me a divine love
I've encountered a spiritual breakthrough,
God will always be with me, by my side.
Goodbye, Dear friend