hello! i have never been drunk except for about a week ago. since then, i cannot be not drunk. my family is very supportive in my mental illness, but i don't want to disappoint them by being drunk. i'm about to graduate school and they seem to not worry about me anymore... i don't know what to do. should i tell them or not? i don't want them to be sad about any set back. but i'm also feeling very shitty and have been hurting myself self i've been drunk. ugh. i don't know what to do.