It hurts to the point of not being able to explain it. I get so worked up and start breathing faster.
Does anyone care in this world about me? I am questioning this today. I tried to ask my instructor questions about a project in class and he got upset and told me he'd come back when I figured it out. He never came back so I left. I go to school to learn and I get yelled at.
The last 4 years have been bad and the last 5 months even worse. Is school for me?
I have to go to my counselor tomorrow. I am so unstable right now. I can't find my guns. My parents hid them. I have other means of death if need be. I am on the vurge of insanity. Do suicides go to hell? I was raised in a Christain home. But have never got an answer.
Sorry to rant and vent. Everyone has problems of their own, why listen to mine.
Peace.
Does anyone care in this world about me? I am questioning this today. I tried to ask my instructor questions about a project in class and he got upset and told me he'd come back when I figured it out. He never came back so I left. I go to school to learn and I get yelled at.
The last 4 years have been bad and the last 5 months even worse. Is school for me?
I have to go to my counselor tomorrow. I am so unstable right now. I can't find my guns. My parents hid them. I have other means of death if need be. I am on the vurge of insanity. Do suicides go to hell? I was raised in a Christain home. But have never got an answer.
Sorry to rant and vent. Everyone has problems of their own, why listen to mine.
Peace.