Okay I need to do this under a different name because only one person knows who this is and I need to keep it that way. I've done something really horrible. I can't cope with the guilt I'm feeling over it. I was talking to someone one night and *somehow* they got it into their head that I had done this thing. I didn't put her right straight away, and then it just went too far. Now I can't do anything about it. It's been going on for about a month. I have told lots of people that this thing did happen and I can't do anything about it. I didn't do it to attention seek. I really didn't but if I came clean now it would look like I did and I would loose everyone. I just can't do that. But I can't live with myself knowing that I did this. I hate myself so fecking much. And everyone else should do too.