we have money that can afford education but im not studying next semester because of depression. i feel bad. my cousins and friends in school are trying to graduate even they don't have enough money. some of them are working for their education. here i am, i dont have problem in money. i am not ambitious. my simple goal in life is to graduate and have a job. sometimes i think, if i would i kill myself. my parents wont suffer from me. i know they will sad but they wont suffer for longer time. they are good parents and im a failed daughter.