i only seem to come here these days when i really am suffering. i was sent home from IP only a few days ago. sent to my parents house. i have nowhere to live. and i am stressed out. i moved out of here because of how much they stress me. and i am dying inside yet again. i have it all set up. i have my plan. i went as far as telling my mother how desperate i was today and all she could talk about was how i had ruined her life. how she had no friends because she didnt know what to talk about with anyone anymore. how she couldnt live without me. i feel so guilty. and so horrible. and if tomorrow goes badly. i think i am going to go through with my plan. please help me. please.