It's at the point were I'm now crying because of the pain in living and getting out from bed. I haven't cried in over a decade, not one tear. I'm at work at present and I've cried twice, I hope the owner has a go at me giving me a excuse to walk hoping it might trigger me to do something. Over it, can't do this anymore, been over 10 years of nothing. :i'm sorry: for being a oxygen thief.