I'm tired of life. Fed up. Tired of everything always going wrong. Tired of waking up feeling hopeless, guilty, etc, etc... Tired of being told that I'm selfish, to just "get over it", to stop being self-centered. I want to end it so badly. I don't want to live to see a better future. I have no desire to keep going. Life is just shitty. No matter what people say. The world is cruel, and it's always going to be. I want nothing more to do with it. I'm tired for living for everyone else. I'm just done. Okay. Sorry for the rant. I just need to get it out before I actually do something.