I spent about 3 hours in therapy yesterday and for the first time in like forever I'm starting to develop a slightly more positive outlook in life. I have a lot of ideas in my mind, lots of plans to achieve by next year, and I'm willing to try for each one of them. Usually, me being positive doesn't last more than 24 hours, but I'm hoping it'll last a tad bit longer this time. I'm motivated enough to do some things - like practice the piano even more, and maybe participate in a piano competition next year. I've been practicing for 5+ hours the last couple of days and it's paying off. Piano truly gives me a reason to live. I love it so much. I don't know. I hope it's not too good to be true. Just felt like sharing it with you guys!