I feel like I have no one to talk to. I have very few friends which are more like aquintances. I don't have family I'm close to...the don't even live in the state besides I don't want to bother them, make them worry. Suicide has been on my mind constantly for the past month or so. It has consumed all my thoughts. I just cant take much more of the pain. I already have a plan, I have my <mod edit - methods>. I don't see any hope for the future.