I'm Charlie I'm female 20 yearsold, live in London UK and gay, only ever had one girlfriend she left me about 6 weeks ago. I lost all my friends and the life I was had. I've been through so much and can't take anymore shit from life. I have no job and can't even get an interview for one. I just don't care anymore, I'm so lonely I literally have no friends. No life just nothing my life is so empty. I'm not what anyone wants I've tried but there Is no life for me. I've given up on love no girl really looks twice at me I don't care about love anymore all it causes is pain. I feel like no one cares. I'm better off alone anyway that way I can kill myself and won't be hurt anymore. Gonna overdose again till I damage myself and die.