i really don't know what to do anymore. i weigh 110lbs but i hate my body. i feel like i'm gaining weight and i hate it. i've had an eating disorder before and i think i may go back to it. i just can't stand how i look. my friends and boyfriend say i'm beautiful. but i feel so disgusting. i hate people seeing my body. my boyfriends tells me over and over that i'm not fat and that i'm just paranoid. but i can't help it. i hate this so much.