I'm freaking out..

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by nonethelessjaclyn, Oct 12, 2010.

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  1. nonethelessjaclyn

    nonethelessjaclyn Well-Known Member

    i really don't know what to do anymore. i weigh 110lbs but i hate my body. i feel like i'm gaining weight and i hate it. i've had an eating disorder before and i think i may go back to it. i just can't stand how i look.
    my friends and boyfriend say i'm beautiful. but i feel so disgusting. i hate people seeing my body. my boyfriends tells me over and over that i'm not fat and that i'm just paranoid. but i can't help it. i hate this so much.
     
  2. assek

    assek Well-Known Member

    you dont want to go back to having an eating disorder. you know what will happen, you will lose weight and will you feel happy ? NO.
    are you seeing a therapist or is there someone you can talk about this ?
     
  3. nonethelessjaclyn

    nonethelessjaclyn Well-Known Member

    there isn't a therapist or anyone i can talk to about this because everyone i've talked to has said the same thing. "you're so stupid. you think you're fat?" i don't want to deal with people so i try to do things on my own.
     
  4. DeepEmz

    DeepEmz Well-Known Member

    I feel excately the same,i hate looking at myself in the mirror. i dont want to eat anymore i want to be a size 8 and fit into lovely clothes i hate myself :(
     
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