im frightened

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Isa, Sep 4, 2007.

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  1. Isa

    Isa Well-Known Member

    its going to hurt

    and im going to see them before i die

    and she will scream and shout

    i dont want this, i want peace


    but i have no other method


    please god, justl et it work tihs time


    goodnight, friends.
     
  2. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    :hug: Isa..Hun, what's going on?
     
  3. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Isa :eek:hmy: stop right where you are and get back on line...don't do anything :hug:
     
  4. Isa

    Isa Well-Known Member

    im frightened

    why does peace have to hurt so much
     
  5. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    whats going hun?
     
  6. Isa

    Isa Well-Known Member

    lots of paracetemol
     
  7. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    NO!!! paracetamol :evil: get yourself somewhere safe, phone the samaritans..whatever it takes to get you thru the next few hours. If you've already taken them go directly to hospital :hug:
     
  8. Isa

    Isa Well-Known Member

    i cant do this any more
     
  9. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Just get thru tonight hun, tomorrow you may feel differently :hug:
     
  10. Isa

    Isa Well-Known Member

    different to how ive felt every day for 2 years..


    .. is that likely?
     
  11. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Then get thru the night and go see someone who can help with this :hug:
     
  12. Isa

    Isa Well-Known Member

    they wont help me

    theyve all said no

    there is no hope left
     
  13. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Who has all said no
     
  14. Isa

    Isa Well-Known Member

    a psychologist
    10 gps
    4 counsellors
    and 5 psychiatrists
     
  15. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Why are they saying no hun...what reason did they give :hug:
     
  16. Isa

    Isa Well-Known Member

    "You do not have a mental illness, therefore we recognise a substantial risk in you ending your life, but entering the mental health team would not affect that"

    aka, get fucked, we all want you to die......






    getting dumped for being suicidal is not helpful btw
     
  17. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    :sad: :hug:
     
  18. Cricket31

    Cricket31 Active Member

    I find that very hard to believe that you were denied help. :sad: Please let us know how you are feeling. I may not be a psychatrist but I will do my best to listen. :seeyou:
     
  19. pisces-music-girl

    pisces-music-girl Well-Known Member

    That's completely... ugh, I don't have a word vile enough to describe those so called medicine professionals.

    I'm here to talk, too, hun. Hang on tight and it will be alright. :hug:
     
  20. Thunderkiss65

    Thunderkiss65 New Member

    Hey, why don't you share your story here. You are communicating with a lot of people here who just might understand what you are going through. I too carry the pain of loss and thank god that somebody started talking to me about my situation.

    Tell us what's going on, huh?


    TK65

    "Someday, you will ache like I ache." - Hole
     
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