It has been a real long time since I have posted. Since my overdose a couple years ago it took me a little while to get over it. I have been depressed for god knows how long and fell into drug addiction. Just started smoking some weed with friends in high school and then we started to do coke and lots of e. I joined army at 17 and then fucked that up bad with failing drug test ultimately leading to my dismissal. I ended up going to rehab for drug addiction after my suicide attempt and probably stayed sober honestly for like a year. Then I started working out to feel better about myself because i was so lonely. I started doing steroids and have found myself addicted to something new. Also i have been smoking lots of weed and doing coke again recently so i decided to go back to rehab. But two days back in detox i snapped on nurses over protein powder and then went to my room to pack to leave and this crack head tried to steal my new snickers. I punched him in the head possibly breaking my hand and lost it on the nurses almost getting arrested. So now i am banded from this detox rehabilitation centre and am just listening to music wondering what the fuck i am doing with myself.