I'm Getting Worse (may trigger?)

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Lone_Wolf, Oct 11, 2011.

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  1. Lone_Wolf

    Lone_Wolf Well-Known Member

    This marks the 8th day of my one week relapse and I'm afraid I'm losing control. I use now sharper tools and more cuts, I count them now, I feel I have to hit all least 205 strokes. I feel obsessed. Afterwards feels like a high and I have bad anxiety if I don't, leading to multiple sessions a day. I wake up with blood crusted pants and then when I move them then I end up with a bloody mess which stains my pants, bed, socks, and floor now. -____-

    I will get caught no doubt.
    Am I just lost?
  2. doesntmatter

    doesntmatter Active Member

    Is there any way I can help? What do you need? :)
  3. Joshua2803

    Joshua2803 Well-Known Member

  4. Lone_Wolf

    Lone_Wolf Well-Known Member

    Just you listening helps enough :)
    In real life I always hold on to everything and then it explodes like this....
    I had a bad bleeding today too when I moved my pants...This time all 5 gashes bled...My body is messed up and it won't heal -_____-

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  5. Lone_Wolf

    Lone_Wolf Well-Known Member

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