FUCK IT ALL!!! THERE'S NOTHING FOR ME HERE!!!! I MIGHT AS WELL JUST FADE AWAY!!!! I just can't take it. I blast my music to its fullest. As I type this I'm crying. I'm saying to myself, the demons are commanding me saying crush it. Break it. Smash it. FUCK IT ALL!!!! I'm going psychotic!! I've stopped taking my meds. I DON'T want to pop about 28 pills a day. I'm on Prozac -an anti-depressant. Moban, molindone, and fluphenazine -anti-psychotic pills. Buspirone and Alprazolam -anxiety relief. I'm NOT talking them anymore. And I'm going insane!! I just slashed just my arm. Badly. I hearing voices in my head, I can't considerate, I'm smashed a hole in my wall by punching through it, I've kicked a hole through a glass panel, I'm biting my lip from going insane. I'm breathing heavy. I'm talking in a demon possessed voice.. I think I might kill my parents. THEY think that I'm OK! ME?!?! OK?!?! WHAT A LAUGH!!!! IF I WAS OK, DO YOU THINK I'D BE POSTING THIS THREAD HERE?!?!?! Thanks for your time.