I'm going to die because I have to! (May Trigger)

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Confused_Tomboy, Apr 25, 2011.

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  1. Confused_Tomboy

    Confused_Tomboy Well-Known Member

    I don't even know why I'm even bothering to write this....The title says it all...My life just can't go on...I don't care about waiting to figure out what the next signal is going to be...I'm going to die rather I get the signal or not....I can't wait any longer!
     
  2. dying_inside

    dying_inside Well-Known Member

    i know it cant help... but you're anot alone... im with you...
    hugs
     
  3. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    i know you say you have to, but some small part of you wants to live because, after all, you keep posting here. listen to that voice, however small it is. let us help. it's not too late. you can recover from these feelings.
     
  4. Confused_Tomboy

    Confused_Tomboy Well-Known Member

    I know that a small part of me wants to live, but I can't..I honestly can't! It hurts too much! 1% of me wants to live, but the other 99% says I have to die, because I've created way too much fucking chaos! I can't keep ruining other's lives! I just can't!! That's it!!! When I get home, I don't care any more!!! I'm going to grab a knife and cut and cut and cut!!!!
     
  5. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    You said you have ruined others lives.. Have they said so to you?? Depression lies to you..Sure you may have insulted a few but they will get over it.. This is no reason to kill your self.. Why don't you try starting fresh tomorrow makeing your self a better person.. That can be a goal for you..
     
  6. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    please listen to that one percent.

    there is nothing you did that can't be forgiven. i truly believe that.

    if you are in immediate danger please go to the ER. they will take care of you until you are able to take care of yourself.

    hang in there
     
  7. Confused_Tomboy

    Confused_Tomboy Well-Known Member

    No, I can't go to the E.R. No point.
    Cut muself eariler, gonna again b4 I go to bed
    No point in living
    Probably try to commit suicide tomorrow...
    Gonna die....
     
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