Its confusing, I dont feel suicidal but I know Im going to die next summer. I hear voices and they gave me a vision that I need to [**Moderator Edit: Removed Methods**] on a sunny evening. Its just strange to have conflicting thoughts of suicide but not actually feel suicidal. Does anyone know what I mean? Im meant to die by [**Moderator Edit: Removed Methods**] but I dont know how Im meant to ensure that that happens. Its just very confusing.