I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of failing. I don't have any more fight in me to continue. Life is shit, it's just another hurdle, you get beat down you get back up. Not this time, I'm too far gone. Tired of living and tired of fighting and always losing and failing. This failure is the last drop in a glass already too full. I will die sooner rather than later, I just don't know when. But I know I can't live with this pain anymore, the constant pain, the constant darkness. I just don't want to be selfish, but no one I know understand how I am feeling and they cannot help me. It will become too much, I will die, I just don't know when. I don't know when it will overcome me.