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I've had enough. I'm going to kill myself, I know how I'm going to do it. I don't care anymore. STOP FUCKING UP YOU FUCKING WANKER!!! I don't even know what I've done wrong, but it must be something awful. I need to be stopped, I fuck up people's lives. I wish I could just tell her how much pain I'm in, but she'd only hate me more cos I promised I'd never do this again. I'm a lying sack of shit who deserves to be dead. I had everything and I've ruined it all again. I'm incapable of being loved. Everyone would be better off if I just dissapeared, so that's what I'm going to do...