I am probably going to kill myself within the following week. I have never even cut myself, but I have been depressed for two years. I am seeing a psycologist and he says I am at the emotional level of a 25 year old when I'm only 14. I'm asking my 3 friends in the world what will make them happiest and then I'm going to give them that. After that I will take my life. I just don't want to feel anymore, I can't stand the loneliness and the pain. If I leave I will never have to feel that ever again.